Dismantling Cynicism for Lent

Growing up, I had a complicated relationship with worship at church. I was raised in a setting where hands were held high in praise, where we swayed with our eyes closed, and where outwardly expressions of worship were a direct indication of your personal relationship with God. My naturally critical spirit turned toward an unhealthy … Continue reading Dismantling Cynicism for Lent

Keeping Christmas Magical

I have no memory of believing in Santa Claus. Apparently, there was a party and a Santa with whom I wasn't impressed and so quickly ended that magical relationship. I don't know that I really missed out on anything. "Santa" gave us a present each year and I still believed in the Christmas spirit. Now, … Continue reading Keeping Christmas Magical

Advent Culminates With the Beginning

This Advent season, I've been thinking a lot about beginnings. I like to know where the journey is going, to at least have an endpoint. But that's not life or faith. I'm remembering that God has gifted us very few answers and endings and instead keeps pointing us back to the beginning. I'm over at … Continue reading Advent Culminates With the Beginning

What I’m Reading This Advent

Advent started on Sunday and as I looked at my stack of current reads, I realized that they are all stories that are preparing me for this season of hopeful anticipation. I'm reading an actual Advent-focused devotional but my fiction and bedtime reads are pointing me toward reconciliation, as well. I'm in the midst of … Continue reading What I’m Reading This Advent

Detoxing, Refocusing, and Entering Into Advent

I'm sitting in my living room right now, laptop perched halfway on one knee, halfway on the arm of our old and worn-out chair. The fire is on, snow is covering the branches of the trees outside though the sun has melted it from the sidewalks and streets. My girls are across the street watching … Continue reading Detoxing, Refocusing, and Entering Into Advent

What are Spiritual Practices Without Community?

When I was growing up, communion was served on silver trays with a pyramid of plastic cups filled with a swallow of grape juice. In the middle of the tray was a pile of small crackers. We would pass the tray down the aisle, each taking the bread and juice. We would hold the elements … Continue reading What are Spiritual Practices Without Community?

When Life Gets in the Way

If I've heard it once, I've heard it a dozen times: Hold expectations loosely during this holiday season. It's hard to do, though. Often, I don't even realize I have expectations until they're unmet. I'm over at SheLoves Magazine today, reflecting on how life is always in the way of holy moments. Here's an excerpt, … Continue reading When Life Gets in the Way

Making Space for Joy in the Details

We lit the Joy candle a day late this year. Parties, celebrating, community. This is what gives me joy. In the midst of all the sweet moments, we had our share of meltdowns and overtiredness because that's part of this season, too. I often need to remember that it's ok to reset in the mist … Continue reading Making Space for Joy in the Details

As Light Grows

It can be easy to look back to my childhood and think how different the world was. Of course, I'm remembering this world through eyes of a child. My world was my universe and stretched to the places I could walk and explore. When I was Bea's age, my world also included our neighborhood in … Continue reading As Light Grows

Learning to Take Sides

Elle, do you know how much I love you? Do you know how wonderful you are? Do you know that you are special? Ever since Elle was tiny, Bea has been asking her these questions. And ever since Elle was able to respond, she's answered, Yes! She does know how loved and amazing she is. (And, lest … Continue reading Learning to Take Sides